[feel] Down

Just now, I'm feeling kind of down.

Trying to lost weight, trying to run more and trying to put my life together. It seems so hard though, and I'm feeling down.

Just felt like that I can't accomplish anything correctly and where my future lies. Maybe, just maybe, after my room is all cleaned up, wake up early again, my resume is all done and sleep now, I might feel better.

So much in life I want to do and enjoy, but I shouldn't count anyone but myself to finish them. I want to love myself more, I really do.

My life is already so much better than a lot other people, so I should really appreciate everything happens in life, whether good or bad, they will make me stronger.

[feel] Dirty Money

最近台灣的食安問題不斷，但是每當有人提起的時候，卻經常聽到「都吃這麼久了，沒有事的啦，沒什麼關係的」，要不然就是「這些大企業為了要賺錢，沒有良心，我們小老百姓能做什麼？」。

什麼也做不了啊，每天都要吃，能做什麼呢？如此的話語聽進心中，確實是感慨萬分。

有多少人在這樣的想法中，成為了結構的共犯。當我們一旦認為這一切是理所當然，或甚至沒有關係的時候，這個社會結構就出現了非常大的問題。品德教育，道德價值觀都出現非常大的偏差。

要對這個政府有多失望，才會說出如此無奈的話語。要有多龐大的利益在背後運輸，才能成就今天這麼多驚駭的事件。

從小就被教育，對的就是對的，錯的就是錯的，錯的事就是不能做。雖然長大以後知道這個世界，並不是黑白分明這麼清楚。但是有很多事情和底線，必須要自己把持得住，很多錢不能藏著良心來做賺。

有人說過商人無祖國，但是賺錢絕對需要用道德來作為基礎，這種骯髒錢，我這輩子賺不下去。

[feel] 當沉默的聲音站出來 (海闊天空)

雨傘革命，無限期支持． 

香港，我曾去超過二十餘次，盡管有許多好友在那，但總認為居民普遍冷漠，生活步調僅顧自我．但我錯了．

政治冷感的人總習以為慣的自由與民主，像空氣般．現在站出來的年輕一代，比照三四五六十歲一代的害怕改變，更有勇氣．

更暴力的警方，更無恥的政府，該要有如何的勇氣才能站出來，才能說出寧可站著死，不可跪著苟活？

是的，你可以不在乎，不理會政治，但後果就是你會被你厭惡的人統治．

多希望，台灣不用站在香港的屍體上想自己的路；多希望，一國兩制的謊言說了十七年，早已能成為借鏡．此時此刻，我的心與你們糾結在一起．

Beyond - 海闊天空

今天我　寒夜裡看雪飄過

懷著冷卻了的心窩漂遠方

風雨裡追趕

霧裡分不清影蹤

天空海闊你與我

可會變(誰沒在變)

多少次　迎著冷眼與嘲笑

從沒有放棄過心中的理想

一剎那恍惚

若有所失的感覺

不知不覺已變淡

心裡愛(誰明白我)

原諒我這一生不羈放縱愛自由

也會怕有一天會跌倒

背棄了理想　誰人都可以

那會怕有一天只你共我

仍然自由自我

永遠高唱我歌走遍千里

原諒我這一生不羈放縱愛自由

也會怕有一天會跌倒

背棄了理想　誰人都可以

那會怕有一天只你共我

背棄了理想　誰人都可以

那會怕有一天只你共我

原諒我這一生不羈放縱愛自由

也會怕有一天會跌倒

背棄了理想　誰人都可以

那會怕有一天只你共我

[run] 福爾摩沙國際路跑之四湖參天義齊瘋發

有，我有兩個小時內完賽，雖然在第二公里就延續前幾天的右小腿抽筋，但是拖著腳用跳的也要拿到第一次路跑的完賽獎牌。

可惡的是，居然每個人都有獎牌不管有沒有完賽，主辦單位真的很差勁。

[diary] First Road Run

今天才是真正要跑啊，大家看起來都好強，我有點挫！

[diary] Total Mess Up

有沒有人因為第一次參加路跑太緊張，所以記錯時間提早一天到的八卦？

目前感到囧 x N次方………

[diary] 我恨味精

工作地方只有這家註明沒加味精，只能一直變成我的首選，啊啊啊，味精真的不是什麼好東西啊。

再不到12小時要跑了，看來是我跑前的最後一餐了。

[feel] Thin Boarding Pass

Damn thin new type of boarding pass, just like fax paper

[diary] 深夜食堂

深夜食堂，起司全部融化在一起的四片 pizzas，加上 Snoopy 最愛的 Root Beer，人生還差什麼嗎？

只差我最愛的妳不在身旁……

[food] 萬紅刀切麵 - 刀切牛筋麵

刀切牛筋麵 $110

With so many people eating here at this hour, there must be a great reason. I'm about to try this reason, hope it could satisfy my all day empty stomachs.

The noodle wasn't really up to my expectation with its price, however, maybe I would try just the regular items next time. Just regular beef.

[run] 140528

 6.1 km | 00:56:18 | 09:13/km

日期: 2014-05-28 04:10 - 地點: Tainan - 天氣: Fair / Light Rain - 平均心率:145 - 卡路里: 1090 Cal - 溫度: 26°C - 濕度: 94%

Pace: 07'38" / 10'03" / 09'41" / 09'02" / 09'36" / 09'34" / 00'44" /

計圈	時間 (累計時間)	配速 (差異)	里程 / 累積 (m)
1	14'18"   (14'18")	08'38"	1655 / 1655
2	42'00"   (56'18")	09'26" (+00'48")	4446 / 6101

5月累積里程 : 37.68 km  MIZUNO WAVE VITALITY 2 累積 : 48.1 km

 Replay 目標心跳區間: 120~ 158

里程 (km)	配速 (/km)	時間 (累計時間)
1	07'38"	00:07'38"
2	10'03"	00:17'41"
3	09'41"	00:27'22"
4	09'02"	00:36'24"
5	09'36"	00:46'00"
6	09'34"	00:55'34"
6.1	00'44"	00:56'18"

[diary] 18th Blood Donation in Taiwan

啊啊啊，結果衣服袖子被碘酒染到了，在台第十六次捐血，之後想改血小板分離捐，似乎兩個禮拜就可以捐一次，希望可以提升數量．

[diary] 宮原眼科

Weird ice cream additions

真的只是吃廣告而已，比這好吃的冰淇淋應該滿街跑，但行銷比它好的相信沒幾家．

[diary] A Disappeared Curse

God knows how many years it has been since I last came to Taichung for a trip. A sudden decision was made in the evening that Morgan and I would meet in middle of where we were.

I think there is no more curse, that the memory hasn't repeated itself for quite some time now. 

[diary] Computer Issues

Over the last couple months, I've encountered number of issues with my two notebooks, Asus X550VC and Lenovo G500s, X550VC had the problem with its speaker, making sound so small like for the ants, G550s can't be connected to my Sony Bluetooth headset.

The problem with G500s was solved after calling the tech and let me installed the Bluetooth driver separately, instead of combining with Wi-Fi driver.

Now I'm re-installing Windows 7 on X550VC, hoping it's just a software issue, otherwise I've got to take to it to the repair station.

Mentioning the Asus repair station, my Padfone Infinity had  yet to request a replacement request replacing the board four times within less than 6 months.

Well, at least I am getting on my feet to actually going through these things, one at a time.

And it did turned out to be the hardware issue with the speaker, damn, I'm good, how did I ever use software to break my hardware...

[diary] 白狗愚人節特別節目

感謝白狗先生，在愚人節當天提供了這麼精采的現場屎爛秀，感謝你為學運加分，也感謝你讓我們有更多理由支持下去，我代替全體學運朋友向你說聲感謝

張羅打鼓發五百

安心打場足聯賽

樂在其中小丁丁

腦波特弱國中生

殘缺對話無交集

不統一若很難過

可以回家洗洗睡

恥在這種大家庭

只進不出謊話多

不知恥比扁不如

過河拆橋馬卡茸

要伏冒先搞清楚

記得每條慢慢審

得癡呆也太可憐

吃人夠夠花十萬

藥局有你的掛號

[fun] 超便宜雷神巧克力

最近很紅的雷神巧克力，總算被我找到可以用超便宜價格買到的地方，就在這裡！！

但要找誰買呢？

有人要團購的嗎？

[diary] Turning 34

I've got a lot on my mind right now, should have been sleeping by now, shouldn't I?

I'm turning 34 this year, only it seems so near that 20 years ago I just moved to Canada. It's been that long already? I asked myself.

Many of the friends made at that time are married and have kids at this point. All the hates, loves and misses, now just seem so distanced...

However, I like to be who I am now though, it's all these challenges and difficulties in life had made me the me today. Time never goes back.

Yesterday has passed, tomorrow has yet to come,

Today is the present of the present, and the only thing I can grab on.

[fun] MADtv 機場安檢

Mad TV 第二季 第五集
客串明星: 妮芙 坎貝爾 (Neve Campbell)

片中提到的 "好奇喬治" (Curious George):

好奇喬治是由漢斯.奧古斯托.雷伊和瑪格麗特.雷伊共同著作, 一個很受歡迎的兒童讀物系列. 內容是一隻叫喬治的棕色猴子被一個黃帽人從非洲帶到大都市裡生活.

[fun] 新加坡夜店各類舞步

My first translated video!

I do think these dance moves can apply to all regions of girls though.

新加坡夜店各類舞步 (中文字幕) - Different Types Of Dancers In Singapore Clubs

[diary] 140122

Yesterday, I picked up my repaired PFI for the fourth time, and again, they replaced the so-called module. 

AGAIN.

Wel, then I met this guy, Mike, from CA., who was looking a notebook backpack for his daughter, how sweet. Since the clerk there can't really speak English, so I helped out. Turned out he is here for business relating to TSMC or sort.

Then got my skin doctor check up and printed bank books.

Finally I got some time to do my own stuffs.