[feel] Down

Just now, I'm feeling kind of down.

Trying to lost weight, trying to run more and trying to put my life together. It seems so hard though, and I'm feeling down.

Just felt like that I can't accomplish anything correctly and where my future lies. Maybe, just maybe, after my room is all cleaned up, wake up early again, my resume is all done and sleep now, I might feel better.

So much in life I want to do and enjoy, but I shouldn't count anyone but myself to finish them. I want to love myself more, I really do.

My life is already so much better than a lot other people, so I should really appreciate everything happens in life, whether good or bad, they will make me stronger.